Tabarmar Kashi Book 2 Page 46

 



Book 02Page 46







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Tun daga ranar data fuskanci ina ya sanya gaba take rufe dakinta da wuri su kwanta ita da fadeela,idan yazo ya gani saidai ya koma ranshi babu dadiyaso ya sake wasata da kyau ya kuma more kafin lokacin tafiyar kamar yadda maji ta gaya masa. Amma a kwanaki itace take shirya musu breakfast tayi musu abincin da zasuci idan sun dawo,ta kuma hada lafiyayyen dinner. Sai a lokacin ya vadda da zancan hausawa da sukance a rashin uwa akanyi uwar daki, tabbas a rashin samun girkinta yake yaba abincin Jacob, bai taba tunanin akwai wani da yakai

Jacob iya girki ba sai gashi ya samu wadda ta fishi nesa ba kusa ba.


Hankali kwance säahar keyin shirin tafiyarta,shiru da meenal da hajiyan sukayi da al' amuransu jikin säahar ya bata tabbas ba a banza ba,saidai ita kanta cikin satin baccinta ragagge ne, don addu'ar neman nasara tuquru takeyl.


Qarfe biyu na dare yana zaune cikin dakin nasa yana sarrafa CCTV camera din dake cikin dakin nata,duk da ta haramta kwanansu tare amma hakan bai haramta masa ganinta ba ta hanyar CCTV camera din, abinda ya zame masa kamar ibada,a kullum idan ya dawo daga aíki ya kammala komai sai ya zauna yayi bitar wuninta na ranar a cikin dakin,saidai daukar kadan yake samu,duk da cewa yawanci zazzafar dauka ce dake yawan dagula lissafinsa,don a nan ne yake samun damar ganinta sosai, abubuwan da bata iya barinsa ya kalla yadda ya kamata a nan yake samun dama.


Kwanakin data dauka tana sallar daren duka yana sane da su,ko a yanzun da tafiyarsu ta kama jibi ne yana bibiye da komai,amma har yanzu baici karo da inda tayi maganar tafiyar ko wani abu daya danganceshi ba.


Ajiyar zuciya ya sauke,ya tabbatar gobe zai tafka mata tsiya ne,bazai iya bari tayi tafiya me nisa haka ba ba tare da sunyi kyakkyawar gaisuwa ba,sai ya maida daukar ya rufe ya koma duba history na jiya da daukan da camera din ta yiwa sashen hajiya qarama. Bude video din yayi yana sake nazari,hajiya mansura ce ita da hajiya qaraman,kowacce fuskarsa cikin bacin rai,kuma magana suke da juna cikin fushi, saidai har yanzu ya kasa tantance me suke gayawa junansu saboda sunyi nisa da ma'ajiyar camera din tsaron. Ya jima yana duban fuskokinsu su biyun,yadda suke a haka a hakan ake nuna masa su cikin mafarkinsa,ya dade sosai yana sake bibiyar wasu motsinta na baya dake ajjiye sannan ya kashe yana sauke ajiyar zuciya


"Akwai gagarumin abu a qasa" ya furta a hankali, gaba daya zuciyarsa da gangar jikinsa suna bashi akwai babban al' amarin dake tunkaroshi, saidar ya rasa meya wannan?.



*********Washegari tun bayan sallar isha'i da sukaci abincin dare ya kafa ya tsare a falon, wanda kusan wannan ba al'adarsa bace yafi zama a balcony dinsa study room ko cikin dakinsa,kasancewar shi din mutum ne maras son hayaniya ko a shiga al' amarinsa. Fadeela na lafe a jikinsa tana ta masa hira,yayin da nashi idanun kekan säahar duk wani shiga da fita da taketa yi tana sake kammala musu kayansu na tafiyar da zasuyi a gobe saman idanunsa ne. Tun a yanzun ya dinga jin wata kewa tana ratsashi.


Bai tashi a gurin ba har fadeela tayi bacci a jikinsa,sai ya gyara mata kwanciya yana canza tasha zuwa News channel.


Sai data tabbatar komai ya kammala,ta canza kayan bacci fadeela kawai zata dauka su kwanta sai ta zura hilabinta ta sanya slippers dinta ta fito falon don dauke fadeelan su kwanta.


Takunta ya sanyashi waiwayawa,kallo daya tak yayi mata ya dauke dubansa daga kanta zuciyarsa tana harbawa,cikin baby hijab din jikinta fuskarta tavi wani mugun kyau,tattausar rigar baccinta me gajeran hannu ta fidda qirarta ta coca-cola shape, duk da idanunsa baya kanta amma idanun zuciyarsa yana tattare da ita,ya kuma qididdige takunta har ta iso gareshi,ta kuma duqa zata dauki fadeelan


"¡dan kin kwantar da ita ki kawomin coffee daki"


"Tom" tace da shi ba tare data kawo komai cikin ranta ba, don zuwa lokacin ta fannin abinci bata ayashi ta data ta bashi. Ba abinda take tunawa a duk sanda ya bugaci abinci sai yadda yayi missing mahaifiyarsa a shekarun da yake da buqatar kulawarta,hajiya qarama ta shiga tsakaninsu,ta tarwatsa soyayyar da Allah ya ginata,sannan ita din bata zauna ta basu irin kulawar da uwa ke bawa danta ba.


Kasancewar sai ta tsaya ta dafa ya dan ja lokaci wannan ya bashi damar gama nasa shirin baccin.

Yana zaune saman gado rabin gafafunsa lullube da duvet ta shigo dakin da sallama. Bata lura ds kallon da yake binta da shi ba,saboda ta qagu ta gama dashi taje ta kwanta ta samu isashen baccin da zata farka tsakiyar dare tayi addu'a ta musamman saboda samun dacewa da nasara.


"Migo min" ya fada a nutse yana lumshe ido, sassanyan qamshinta yana hautsina tunaninsa tare da qara masa kwadayinta.


Hannunsa cikin nata kamar yadd ya saba mata duk sanda zata bashi wani abun sha ya riqeta tsam. Duk zafin coffee din haka ya dinga kurbarsa da zafi zafi saboda wata wuta ce ke ruruwa cikin ruhinsa da zuciya,dama kowanne sashe na gangar jikinsa.


Kurba hudu kacal ya gama dashi,ya zare cup din da daya hannun yayi wurgi dashi cikin zafinsa, saboda ji da yakeyi cikin jikinsa yakai maqura. Gaba dayanta ya fincikota jikinsa,ta samu kyakkyawan masauki tsakanin girjinsa da tsakiyar qafafunsa,yayi mata wata zazzafar runguma yana laluben bakinta da nasa bakin dake dauke da dumin coffee.


Kyarma jikinta ya fara yi ganin yadda gaba daya yake a gigice yadan dakata kadan yana duban idanuntà da jirkitattun idanunsa tamkar wanda yasha abun maye


"Baki d imani wallahi, kin sani sarai yadda na jigata a kwanakin nan, amma kin dauke kanki kamar baki sani ba,har yanzu baki sona ne?, ko irin dan kadan din nan ki soni mana don Allah" ya furta kamar zai shide saboda yadda qamshinta da dumin jikinta ke sake birkitashi,ga abubuwan dake tone masa ido yau din suma cikin yancinsu suke, don rigar baccin ne kawai a jikinta



"farewell mee..." Kasa garasawa yayi saboda

muryarsa gaba daya ta sarqe, sai ya lalubi bakinta ya fara aike mata da wani zazzafan kiss kamar zai cinye bakin, saidal kuma cikin taushi da laushi.


Duk yadda take zaton jikinta zaiqi karbar abun sai zancan yasha banban,a duk wani saqo da ya aiketa masa sai ta samu jikinta ya karbeshi da kyau har fiye da yadda ya kamata. Yaqi ta dinga yi da zuciyarta saidai itama zuciyar tako ina lugiguita yakeyi cikin salo da qwarewa,duk da haka saboda qi fadi bata fasa yunqurin tureshi ba.


Cak ya dakata da abinda yakeyi, sanann a zafafe ya kama hannuwanta yayi musu kyakkyawan rigo yana kallon tsakiyar qwayar idanunta fuskarsa a dinke tsaf. Bai shirya ba wata qaramar dariya ta kufce masa yana sake ci gaba da kallon idanunta da suka sauya launi, tabbacio ko ta ina itama sagon yana isar mata


"Malama you are just pretending fa,amma tun daga zuciya gangar jiki dama ko ina na jikin sun nuna suna karban saqo,so stop please,let's enjoy our selves" 


kunya ce ta sanvata tattarashi ta tureshi da sauran garfin da ya rage mata, baiyi musu ba ya fada gefe,sai yayi rigingine idanunsa a lumshe yana sakin boyayyen murmushi


"Okay,baki buqata ko?‚am sorry you can go" ya fada yana jan duvet ya lulluba har kansa. Minti daya biyu sannan yaji ta motsa tana shirin sauka,ya birkitota da sauri ya aza mata nauyinsa yana dariya


"Ki daina pretending din nan,ki fada kanki tsaye, kina bugatar mijinki simple and easy" bai bata damar yin magana ba ya hade bakinsu guri guda.


Bata sake turje masa ba,saidai cikin ranta ta cika da mamakin yadda komai yake kai mata inda bata zata ba. Da wannan damar shima yayi amfani ya kwance mata lissafinta tasss fiye da wancan ranar, shima dai daga


baya kukan kunya ta saki,ya biye mata yana bata haquri dariya kuma na cinsa,yayi mata kyakkyawan masauki a faffadan qirjinsa ta boye fuskarta da kyau tana kula


"Kiyi haquri,tsautsayi ne ko? ‚kuma baya wuce ranarsa" ta fahimci gatse yake mata,saita tattarashi ta ture tana sauka a gadon ta nufi qofa bayan ta lalubi rigarta da ayar. Baiko motsa ba saima gyara kwanciyarsa da yayi yana dariya qasa qasa,ya fuskanci idan ba sauketa yaci gaba da yi daga kan layi ba ba zai taba sauke mata zafin kanta a nan kusa ba


"Idan aka shiga turaka ba'a fita sai da asuba koma da safe" dole ta dakata, kamar zata saki kuka ta dawo da baya ta zauna bakin sofa bed. Kusan minti sha biyar tana zaune,har ya miqe ya shiga toilet yayi wanka ya fito.


Gajeran wando ya sanya wani cotton fari qal,ya shammaceta ya isa gabanta. Hannu ya sanya ya lakuce dogon hancinta


"Indai kikaci gaba da wannan abun bayan kun dawo daga tafiya tabbas aure zan gara" daga haka bai jira komai ba ya sunkuceta ya wuce gado da ita. Tas ya tube rigar data sanya ya kuma matseta cikin jikinsa yana lullubesu da duvet tare da sakin wata sassanyar ajiyar zuciya. A duk sanda ya samu wani mu' amala tsakaninsa da ita yanajin duniyarsa kamar ta banbanta datà kowanne dan adam,wata mahaukaciyar soyayyarta da kullum yake goqarin ya saisaita kansa da ita kada ya wuce gona da iri qara ninkuwa takeyi cikin ransa. Yayi imanin batasan me yakeji tattare da ita bane,da duka ta sauke abinda takeji din akansa. Can qasan maqoshi tsakiyar kunnuwanta ya furta a hankali


"| always sleep better with you by my side,gobe da sauran kwanakin bansan ta yadda zanyi bacci me dadi har haka ba,to be honest,at this point in my life, i just need one women to love me hard, and never leave me alone" ya furta da alama har cikin zuciyarsa abinda ke ciki din kenan. Kashe mata jiki kawai yayi gaba daya,saita lumshe ido kawai ba tare data sake motsawa ko tace komai ba.


Da asuba ma bai ayaleta ba,kiran sallar farko taji ya sake cewa


"I want to water the plants" bata sake tunani na biyu ba ya sake wurgata wata duniyar,yayi alqawarin sai ya bar mata abun tunawa tun daga tafiyarta har dawowarta,muddin baiyi hakan ba ya tabbata looser,bai kuma amsa sunansa na Muhammad toufeeq ba,yaci alwashin goge mata haddarta fes da duk wani daagiya tata da qi fadinta.


****Qarfe tara na safiyar ranar suna a filin sauka

da tashin jiragen sama na mallam aminu kano.

Yana rige da hannun fadeela,fuskarsa da safiyar yau din ke cike da annuri cikin shigar farin yadi na maza me taushi wanda yake da shara shara har kana iya hangen fara qal din vest din jikinsa,ginannen jikinsa dake a tsaye qyam ya zauna cikin dinkin ya kuma dace dashi.


Sassanyan kyansa me cakude da kwarini ne shimfide akan fuskarsa,zubin halitta da kyansa kuma yana ci gaba da fusgar hankalin duk wata diya mace.

Sãahar na tsaye a gefe cikin doguwar riga sakakkiya sosai wadda ta yiwa rolling da mayafin da ya sauka har mazaunanta ya rufesu sosai,shiga ta biyar kenan da tayi a safiyar kafin ya danne zuciyarsa ya haqura aka taho a hakan.


Haka kawai yau din ta samun kanta da satar kallonsa,kyakkyawan murmushin sa da wani irin aji cikin maganarsa da aikinsa. Karo na barkatai idanunta ya sauka akan fuskar 'yammatan dake facing dinsu,ta sake samu idanunsu a kansa dukka su biyun. Janye dubanta tayi daga kansu tana jin wani abu yana tsaye mata a wuya. Sake maida kallonta tayi kansa a sace,sai takejin babu dadi cikin ranta, tunda suka fito cikakkiyar magana bata hadasu ba,yayi ma kamae baya ta tata, dukka attention dinsa na kan fadeela.


Zaman gaba daya taji baiyi mata ba,kallon da matan dake gurin suke masa taji ya fara hawa kanta,duk da wani sashe na zuciyarta nason qaryata hakan, amma tabbas tasan she's not comfortable. Ajiyar zuciya ta sauke sanda lokaci da zasu wuce zuwa ciki yayi. Sai a sannan ya waiwayo suka hada ido,sai ta janye idanun nata gefe tana tura baki gaba wanda ita kanta batasan tayi ba,a qasan ranta tana cewa


"Dan rainin hankali sai yanzu yasan ina wajen" shi da fadeelan suka qaraso gurin,ya miga hannu a tausashe ya rigo nata hannun yayi kissing sannan ya dage hannun sama alamun yanason miqar da ita. Kamar ba zata tashin ba, amma idanun mutum biyun nan da sukafi kowa baci a gurin ta fahimci yana kansu,sai ta samu confidence sosai na miqewar, tana kuma miqewar ta fada jikinsa tayi hugging nasa tightly.



Zafafa biyar

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[04/10, 8:52 am] Mimah Yusuf: *HUGUMA*



*_TABARMAR KASHI *


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